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This clip from Josh Duggar’s wedding to Anna, as it was depicted on 19 Kids & Counting (then 17 Kids & Counting), may make you physically sick.

Not just because you have to look at Josh Duggar, either, although admittedly, that alone could do the nauseating job. The devil is in the details.

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Now that the world knows Josh Duggar is a child molester who paid money for help in cheating on his long-suffering, perpetually pregnant wife?

Let’s just say that if you watch 19 Kids and Counting online (your only option, since TLC mercifully axed that s–t), it will be through a different lens now.

Case in point? A very special clip from Josh and Anna Duggar’s wedding special, in which the prodigal son sings his new wife a song about loyalty.

Seriously. This was a key point in "A Very Duggar Wedding."

Josh, who years later would be balls deep in Danica Dillon while Anna was expecting, refers to this musical tribute as "the loyalty song."

The music, he says, "really displayed my emotions and feelings for Anna … those words spoke the very emotions from my heart."

"I’ll be there to the end with you," he sings passionately, making us cringe with each note. "I’ll do my best to be faithful and true."

Or just go on to use Ashley Madison and porn sites instead.

Obviously, marriages end every day, and people are imperfect beings who typically mean well but often fail to live up to expectations.

This is a little different, though. Josh made a living scrutinizing, shaming and publicly condemning the sexual preferences of others.

Knowing this context for his double life, and knowing Anna Duggar will never divorce Josh, because she meant her wedding vows?

When he tells her "through the hardest of days, we will choose the right way, my commitment I’ll prove, yes, I will be loyal to you."

It’s hard not to vomit a little in one’s mouth.